voila!

been 4 years since my last time writing here :) and now it's a year-end, so that makes it 5 years then, hahaa!

this has been the most honest blog i've ever written, i believe. doesn't mean that in any other blogs i lie about everything i write, it's just that here i was so trully me :) i was kinda shocked myself finding those writing yesternite. i don't remember i can be so sincerely writing my deepest feeling towards, well, sadness. usually it was kinda ridiculous how i manage to come up with something i write when i feel uhm, well, not-so-happy.

but anyway.. you gotta be honest with your feeling once in awhile, rite? no. not once in awhile, but always. all the time. every minute, every second of your life :)

maybe i'll write something here and there again. let's just see how life treats me these days.