Once Upon A Time (by Mocca)

Once upon a time, when the sky was covered with blue
Once upon a time, when the sun was smiling too
We’re just common people with an ordinary look
We’re just common people with an ordinary love

And once upon a time,
when I fell in love with you..

my boobies friends

Friends are like boobs. Some are small, some are big. Some are real, some are fake. I thank God, tho some of my friends are silly, at least they ain't silicon. They're real. Not fake.

Pretty much they are born insane. Or perhaps during their growing-up period, they started losing the insanity. I mean, tell me, how does a toilet and all the activities involved can become an interesting scientific full-of-intrigue topic of discussion. They're able to discuss such topic (which some people find it gross) for hours, even for days and months with the same eager and interest as first time the topic was rollin' onto the floor. Ha-ha!

They're just awesome peeps. Born with good energy and amazing power of survival. Yup, you'll be amazed once you heard their life stories. And no matter how hard, difficult, and complicated the hampers are, they always manage to survive. To keep on breathing, and sharing smiles and good laughs. Truly survivors.

God knows I adore them all. My boobies friends. My REAL boobies friends. Say no to implants! Hahahaa!!

dream job

Today is my last office day in 2011. Many hopes and good wishes for the coming new year. It's been 4 years now, working at this office. Pretty challenging and interesting experience. Learn new stuff every day, met new people and friends. Just awesome! ^^

Yet sometimes, when boredom strikes outta nowhere, daydreaming of having another kinda job is something that I can't resist. And here's a list of dream jobs I would like to have:

1. Writer
A remote writer. Uhm, I mean, the one that only send articles, or photos from somewhere out there, and doesn't have to go to an office every day. Wait.. that sounds a reporter, eh? A journalist. Yeah, maybe that's the one. Ha-ha! Maybe in my spare-time I publish books, too. Just light-reading kinda books. My grumble to the world basically. Lol.

2. Photographer
Well this is hard. I'm not saying it is easy to become a good photographer, but doesn't mean that it's not possible to do one. And I'm so interested to try this pet photography. I saw once on tv, and I think that's pretty amazing. Kinda fun actually :D So my clients are tabby cat, pitbull, bunny wabbit.. Ha-ha! KEWL!!

Uhm, let see what else on my mind...

...

Yup. So far I believe I only have those two dream jobs. Two awesome dream job ever! Ha-ha! Oh wait! I would also love to become a dog walker. Or maybe works on a pet saloon as a trimmer. Oh!! Or maybe working as a volunteer for Kevin Richardson with his big cats! WHOAA!! Or - well this is I think the coolest - working for Cesar Millan on his Dog Psychology Center in LA!! VOILA!! Jackpot!! You've just winning the coolest dream job ever!! Hahahaaa!!


Gosh.. I need that coffee, please. And a long weekend. And maybe with weeks of on-leave vacation would be nice. Demanding as always. Ha-ha!

seeing life in monochrome

Maybe it'll be easier to see life in monochrome. There are only black and white, and no gray. Only good people and bad people, and no someone in between. No such people as Sengkuni nor dr. House. (Yes, I think House is a "gray" person. He could be mean to people, and at the same time helping them. Such character indeed.) So when you're being a monochrome observer, you only see the good or bad side from people or things. Once you decide "Oh, this is good" or "He's a bad guy", and that's it. You don't need any consideration. You don't do further analysis by asking "what if...?" Cause when you believe a thing or person is bad, then he'll be bad for the rest of his life. Aamiin.

So, is it easier to see life in such a way, really? Hmm. Maybe it is easier, since you don't take much time to make a decision. But, is it fun? Is it exciting? Do you feel your nerve come hunting you, your blood rush, and your chest go kaboom-kaboom! Do you?? I don't think so.

I mean, this is life what we're talking about. Anything could happen. Anything! Bad, good, bad turns good, good turns bad. So it makes you dizzy, so yes of course you need longer time to decide on a thing, but hey! that's why He gave you brain and a heart. So you'll be able to think as well as to feel. Which way is the right way.

Life is colorful. That's what we're supposed to see it. So there are black and white, but let's not forget gray. Once in awhile you've to face gray area in your life anyway. And how you're supposed to deal with it when you can't recognize one?

It's your life. They say we're born as a blank white sheet. So add any color you want to it. Make it colorful!

like pets, like owners

Who still remember the tv serial 'Jake and The Fatman' from the year 1987? Staring Joe Penny as Jake, and William Conrad as J.L. (Jason Lochinvar) "Fatman" McCabe. O yeah, how I fell in love with Joe Penny back then. Ha-ha! Such a stud sexy smart detective with a cute smile. Rrrrgh. Oh, and don't forget about Max! Yes, handsome Max. The bulldog owned by the Fatman.

And why am I telling about the movie? Well, because Max looks (if not exactly) like Fatman! The chubby cheeks, the wrinkles.. even they both have the same expression. Hardly to believe, I know.

Actually it's not that "odd", considering how husband and wife will look alike each other (as they say, and as I notice for some couples) as time goes by. Maybe because they share energy, and God knows what else. And so what happens in pets and their owners. For some cases, they will give each other "face-lift". Ha-ha!

Want an example? I give you two!

1. Meet Baboon the cat and my friend Winda the owner


2. This is Leo, my 5-mo cat, and me!


Hahaha!! See??

Oh, and here's of course the famous Max and the Fatman:



God is a KEWL or what?!? So love your pet as you love yourself, gank! :D

Ketsu! Metsu! Tenketsu!

I'm not a real manga or anime fans. As a matter of fact, the only "manga" I actually read is Conan. (Comic is manga, and cartoon is anime, right? At least that's what my real manga fans friend told me). So yes, Weldud (my manga anime freak friend, haha!) had been continously talking about this Kekkaishi thing, which make me curious. What in the world is that?? Until one afternoon as I switched on tv, and there it was! Voila! Kekkaishi on Animax. Perhaps it's been there already since last February, but I didn't notice it. As I said before, I'm not a real manga/anime fans. (But, oh! I LOVE watching Atashinchi, tho! Haha).

Back to Kekkaishi, it wasn't the first episode which I saw that afternoon. Of course many blank spots and missing links everywhere, Lol! So I asked Weldud for sure, for some info. But still many questions hanging. Just like when you're watching Glee for the first time, and you kept on wondering "Which one is Glee?". Dumb-arse. Haha! Reading online manga, doesn't do me good. My eyes got tired easily. Besides, I think I read 'em in wrong direction. What is it? Left to right? Or is it right, right to left? Huh?! Luckily, there's Youtube, my great savior! *evilish laugh* Watching it is more fun, because I can hear the "cute" Japanese dub. Always love to hear other language. So there I was, clicking on Youtube, watching an anime. Wutta a grateful kinda life. And God is good. What grab my attention is that these three spells the Kekkaishi use to fight demons: Tetsu! (This is to freeze the demon inside an ice-cube? I think.), Ketsu! (This is the coolest one! The entrapped demon is demolished by this spell. Fall apart into pieces.), and Tenketsu! (By this spell, that demon's spirit is going inside this small hole in the Kekkaishi's stick, directly to heaven.) Heaven? Or is it hell? Uhm. Hell I dunno. I'll read more later.

Anyway... Isn't that cool?? All this time, I've been reading and watching Conan, CSI, Hawkeye & Amy, STOP, Hitchcock, etc. (Be my guest, say it, I'm old. Yeah.) And none of them seem to easily capture a problem and dismiss them as quickly as a tsk! Usually they investigate, taking pictures, sketches, sniff-sniff here and there, analizing, etc. Then they make conclusion which solve the problem. Watching Kekkaishi, I was like given a quick-fix to solve a problem. If only problem can be freezed as easy as crying out a Ketsu! And destroy this annoying problem, shouting Metsu! And of course dump it, wishing it never appear again, entering Tenketsu!

Heh heh. I'm having another day-dreaming. Comparing real life with an anime. I need my coffee now.

Kopsu!!

Parallel life

I don't know what you call it - premonition or paranoid - but I think I see my future life in other's. I somehow admire this person, believing I myself own the same kind of label of soul. Of engine and spirit that move this creature to live a life. I don't know how all get started, but sometimes I even think I like this person. But it ain't easy to say that you like or have a crush on someone when you realize all the consequences. So that's why all you can do is just admiring the person in a distance. And yes, you're over protected towards your heart, and you know it. But that's okay.

So, when this person you admire, this "hero" of yours, this freeing lost soul messenger, is doing something for a freedom of life, your heart pumping. You feel excited, yet at the same time upset, knowing you cannot do the same for some stupid reasons. And then the cruel solitaire feeling strike you. This is when you start to think "Oh my God, I see my future in you, and I don't think I understand it at all. It's somehow scary."

You see a person surrounded by love. Love that you've been looking for. Love that you're founding of. Love that you adore. But then, why this loving person seems to get busy looking for others out there? What is it that more gracious than love? Why can't love content a person's life? Should be enough, but why is searching still?

I don't know.

And I'm scared. I'm scared that love can't satisfy me. What if all this time I've been searching a wrong treasure? I've trying to crack a wrong puzzle? What if this care-free soul is never contented at all? All these questions make me sad.

Dear someone, if only you know how bad you have made me scared. I think I see my future in you. Though Dumbledore said "It's not how you two are like what matters, it's how you're different from him." I wish my future life is different than life you're having right now. Take care of yourself there.

A free-spirited soul

Seeing a photograph of a friend having enjoy an outdoor activity, I felt so tempted. A bit of jealousy aroused. "How come you have an interesting life full of challenge and awesome stuff to go on with?" This shrinking heart crumpled.

It ain't easy to be born with a free- spirited soul. Though I believe every human being has a free soul, but only some of them that are tame enough to get compromised with. While other is like a wild horse, or a flying eagle, wandering with no pit-stop at all. Searching, and at the same time enjoying and celebrating the glory of live itself. There are never enough answers to explain this phenomenon of a free-spirited soul. The owners are not even bothered of the existence, I guess. They never have such a W-H question of the thing. And as I said, they just enjoy them.

Sometimes time ain't a pleasant acquaintance for free soul'ers. From ancient time, we all know that time flies when we're having fun. And fun is how these free soul'ers appreciating and celebrating life. So time can be considered as enemy for us, free soul'ers.

Did I say US? Yes. I believe I did. Little me never acknowledge of its existence in self. Teen me started to act rebellion as if it is something significant to be shown to the world. Until semi-mature me found this lost wild horse in China astrology. This earth horse of mine, with a little info: Have you ever seen a horse stop running? That's it. That day I realized there's nothing wrong with me. I'm just having a free soul that's all. No big deal.

Uh, is it?

Frankly, I ain't sure. All this time all you see is a green grass of a giant meadow and all of a sudden you've got to deal with a stable? Positively, I ain't sure. Half of me want that life inside this could-be-a-comfy stable after all, but this free-spirited soul keep on neighing, asking to gallop some more to find new meadow out there.

So yes, I envy this friend freeing his soul while actually he's bounded if he even considered it. Yet I ain't sure whether I'm galloping or just resting for awhile right now. A lost wounded stallion. All it needs is a home.